Bags are packed
7/08/2010 03:37:00 am
Today marks 2 years and 1 day since I first arrived London....
And it is a day before my tenancy expires...
So many friends made, so many things enjoyed, so many endless experienced gained mentally and emotionally, lessons learn, cherished and not forgetting, so many things accumulated =P.
Our bags are packed and we are ready to go. I am again anxious, scared for the uncertainties of my life / phase ahead, yet excited and happy. Contradictory, as well as it seems that everything fell through and it's too good to be true. I've got lots to catch up on my roots, for I have been away far too long.
The journey towards this decision only happened in less than 2 months. Devastated initially, I cannot believe how amazingly fated to come across one shut door and then spot the open door without hesitation even without knowing. Cheezy, I know but maybe I should tell the story.
Everything was going well after my bike ride from London to Paris. We won another job, team is all busy, I'm was given confidence to be given more tasks. So we took steps to get our visa renewed. After one night of seeing the consultant, it went downhill (but I was thankful). It got more and more complicated and the chances of us renewing for the next 3 years became slimmer. There was a 'jolt' to the system, after hitting a brick wall when we have exhausted all resources. And then we come across asking ourselves: Do we want to stay, are we happy leaving, do we want to sacrifice our pay for this visa. But the questions of wanting to stay all stopped when one of us have to leave the country regardless.
So where to go? We asked ourselves next...and thus emails and our CV's were sent out to friends and family over the globe, seeing where the wind blows. One event that sparked me to explore the alternatives was that there was a 1.2bn job in Australia, and that job needed 400 engineers like me. That really opened me up in relief, and in curiosity to go find out more.
NZ - In the hopes of getting a citizenship was turned down due to a new rule
Aus - Visa applications were place on halt until end of June
Dubai - Slim chances as it's not picking up
Singapore - haven't tried before and it could be as bad as the UK
After finding out that we have to completely forfeit one of our 2 flights to Asia which took a bit of a chunk of our money, we finally decide to head to Asia to take a breather, use the other flight and try our luck for a couple of months before heading home to NZ. And I can't believe how things fell into place from that decision. It's like something we didn't ask for but came without us trying too hard. Friend mentioned that there is a job opening in Singapore and needed someone exactly like me to be on board. Phone interview came and went and they offered immediately. I was solely relying on this as it was difficult to look for jobs on the website. I never knew that although Singapore is small, it is not like the UK. There were jobs 10 times bigger than what I'm doing, clients who are top in the corporate world and this company is also well known for being part of the Beijing Olympic Games.
And to sum everything up with one final 'spice', D also landed himself with something promising =)
Yes, I write to remember, to remember that as sappy as it sounds, I am so thankful just to follow my intuition, to have faith lead us when the unexpected comes. I write to share the experience that I haven't come across, write to tell about a change in phase, a change in life, the chaos, the excitement, the sadness, the people that effected me and how I have effected them, growing up emotionally, mentally, I write before I have no more time to write. And I love to read back the times where I was young and fresh.
I find that keeping your heads up, being positive, staying happy, knowing that things will always be better makes a difference to preparing the unexpected future. I have stop believing in cynicism, for I'd rather call it optimistic and believing. I am stubborn to be one to be honest, and I don't believe that the world is bad even though there was attempts in people pick pocketing us, insults, political dramas. I just see it as a mere reminder to be weary, to acknowledge that they are around and that it is up to me to make the decision: a lesson to be more alert or a negative thought to tell us that the world is dangerous?
London has made me stronger and tougher in a way, and yet more caring and generous in another way. It has made me get to know myself more, it has brought the best out of me and yet my life ahead will bring out more surprises about me.
I don't know where I'm going with this so I better stop...spent about 2 days just trying to write this post! Crazy, shows that my mind is not settled as yet haha.
Anyway,onwards to a new journey!!
And it is a day before my tenancy expires...
So many friends made, so many things enjoyed, so many endless experienced gained mentally and emotionally, lessons learn, cherished and not forgetting, so many things accumulated =P.
Our bags are packed and we are ready to go. I am again anxious, scared for the uncertainties of my life / phase ahead, yet excited and happy. Contradictory, as well as it seems that everything fell through and it's too good to be true. I've got lots to catch up on my roots, for I have been away far too long.
The journey towards this decision only happened in less than 2 months. Devastated initially, I cannot believe how amazingly fated to come across one shut door and then spot the open door without hesitation even without knowing. Cheezy, I know but maybe I should tell the story.
Everything was going well after my bike ride from London to Paris. We won another job, team is all busy, I'm was given confidence to be given more tasks. So we took steps to get our visa renewed. After one night of seeing the consultant, it went downhill (but I was thankful). It got more and more complicated and the chances of us renewing for the next 3 years became slimmer. There was a 'jolt' to the system, after hitting a brick wall when we have exhausted all resources. And then we come across asking ourselves: Do we want to stay, are we happy leaving, do we want to sacrifice our pay for this visa. But the questions of wanting to stay all stopped when one of us have to leave the country regardless.
So where to go? We asked ourselves next...and thus emails and our CV's were sent out to friends and family over the globe, seeing where the wind blows. One event that sparked me to explore the alternatives was that there was a 1.2bn job in Australia, and that job needed 400 engineers like me. That really opened me up in relief, and in curiosity to go find out more.
NZ - In the hopes of getting a citizenship was turned down due to a new rule
Aus - Visa applications were place on halt until end of June
Dubai - Slim chances as it's not picking up
Singapore - haven't tried before and it could be as bad as the UK
After finding out that we have to completely forfeit one of our 2 flights to Asia which took a bit of a chunk of our money, we finally decide to head to Asia to take a breather, use the other flight and try our luck for a couple of months before heading home to NZ. And I can't believe how things fell into place from that decision. It's like something we didn't ask for but came without us trying too hard. Friend mentioned that there is a job opening in Singapore and needed someone exactly like me to be on board. Phone interview came and went and they offered immediately. I was solely relying on this as it was difficult to look for jobs on the website. I never knew that although Singapore is small, it is not like the UK. There were jobs 10 times bigger than what I'm doing, clients who are top in the corporate world and this company is also well known for being part of the Beijing Olympic Games.
And to sum everything up with one final 'spice', D also landed himself with something promising =)
Yes, I write to remember, to remember that as sappy as it sounds, I am so thankful just to follow my intuition, to have faith lead us when the unexpected comes. I write to share the experience that I haven't come across, write to tell about a change in phase, a change in life, the chaos, the excitement, the sadness, the people that effected me and how I have effected them, growing up emotionally, mentally, I write before I have no more time to write. And I love to read back the times where I was young and fresh.
I find that keeping your heads up, being positive, staying happy, knowing that things will always be better makes a difference to preparing the unexpected future. I have stop believing in cynicism, for I'd rather call it optimistic and believing. I am stubborn to be one to be honest, and I don't believe that the world is bad even though there was attempts in people pick pocketing us, insults, political dramas. I just see it as a mere reminder to be weary, to acknowledge that they are around and that it is up to me to make the decision: a lesson to be more alert or a negative thought to tell us that the world is dangerous?
London has made me stronger and tougher in a way, and yet more caring and generous in another way. It has made me get to know myself more, it has brought the best out of me and yet my life ahead will bring out more surprises about me.
I don't know where I'm going with this so I better stop...spent about 2 days just trying to write this post! Crazy, shows that my mind is not settled as yet haha.
Anyway,onwards to a new journey!!
